Shamanic Journey & Psychic Predictions from 5 Years Ago!

When we first enter into a deeper, more magical relationship with our animal partners, we may think that everything is going to be amazing, filled with love, and sometimes downright miraculous. And it is… but. It is also going to be overwhelming, confusing and sometimes panic-filled!

I found an old journal from 5 years ago and it contained my notes from a Shamanic Journey I did with Linda Kohanov in November 2016. Tucked into the journal were also emails from two friends (in different countries) with psychic predictions/information about me and the Singing Horse Herd. Five years later, I was gobsmacked by how much had come true.

So let’s rewind… 5 years ago I had only 5 horses; Zorra, Montaro, Jax, Aude and Juno. We had just been kicked out of our boarding situation – where I had signed a 1 year lease, put up a pole barn, and paid for gravel to be spread all over the paddock area. But the landowners (who’d never had a horse before) were so inspired by my crew that they purchased a slaughter rescue, literally overnight. She arrived the next day and my herd completely rejected her. We tried for 3 weeks but Big Mama was adamant this little black Arabian was not allowed in their ecosystem. What could I do? So I moved them to the property we’re still on now.

This property had been used for cows for over 50 years and in the last decade had fallen into complete disrepair with only the house rented out. I worked like crazy for 2 months to get it fenced, repaired, cleaned up and ready for my herd.

Three months after that, I was in Arizona at a workshop with Linda Kohanov and Kim McElroy, in a darkened room with music playing and Linda’s voice guiding me on a shamanic journey…

Linda asked, “Why are you here?”

To teach, to embolden, to hold space for possibility.

Five years onward, here’s what I found written in my journal at the end of that shamanic journey:

I am the black horse in my herd. My left eye is blue my right eye is brown. I am neither gender, I am both, like my eyes.

I have a tiny white speck on my forehead and a thin line of silvery white running through the outer middle of my tail. My four hooves are silvery white and they give off a glow and sparks as they strike the ground – magic hooves. The rest of me is jet black.

I gallop in front with Juno behind/flanking me. Montaro and Zorra are out on the left and right wing. Taro is on the left and Zorra is on the right. Aude is behind, like the point of a triangle. Jax dances in and out, scouting ahead, then dashing back to relay information.

As we gallop we transform to: elephant-dolphin-whale-back to horse. The landscape also changes from desert to mountains with crisp cold snow. When it becomes snow my physical body begins to feel cold. So I shift position and my torso begins moving in a spiral, then clockwise, then counterclockwise. I am no longer cold.

As my journey reached it’s close, I was given this message:

As I am part of the multi-dimensional matrix of life, I am not solely in charge of finding our land. That may come from someone else in my Web. I only need to walk my journey, as I am led, one step at a time. So I need not feel any urgency or pressure. It is not all on me.

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The picture I drew after my guided journey

So with the benefit of five years of hindsight later, here’s what jumps out at me from this shamanic journey (guided meditation):

I am the black horse in my herd. My left eye is blue my right eye is brown. I am neither gender, I am both, like my eyes.

Oh.my.gosh. Both Kaliah AND Makah were IN this journey – 3 years before I’d even met them! While they were still running wild on their range 200 miles away. Kaliah is the black horse. And she has a tiny white star on her forehead. Makah has one brown and one blue eye – his left eye.

Jax dances in and out, scouting ahead, then dashing back to relay information.

Jax is part of the Singing Horse herd but not running in formation with the herd like the rest of us. He is going ahead, weaving his magic, bringing it back, leaving again. Sounds exactly like what he’s doing now with Moonlight Mountain. And Jax recently asked to stay with Kesia and his mountain.

The landscape also changes from desert to mountains with crisp cold snow.

I believe this encompasses the land from California (which we need for elephants, whales, dolphins) all the way up to Kesia’s place. The only other place it could be is Mexico. Or maybe Africa – I’m sure there’s some coast off Africa that has dolphins and whales! This is all part of my long-range vision to have a mustang & elephant sanctuary – supported by a clothing company of the same name. I’m not ready to officially begin that yet, but I’ve started laying some groundwork.

I had also forgotten that the elephant-dolphin-whale-horse circle came from this journey! In my journal notes I also drew it as a circle.

I am no longer cold.

Jax did this for me in a session with Kaliah and Juliet a few months ago. It was the beginning of winter and I was bundled up in a downfill coat, toque etc. He told me to take off my jacket and then he hooked me up to a stream of energy flowing from Moonlight Mountain. I stood there jacketless for 20 minutes as Kaliah and Juliet worked with my shoulder and Jax streamed energy to me from his mountain, and I was just fine! And I no longer fear the cold. I still get cold from time to time, but I’m not afraid of being cold.

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Tucked into the same book that contained these notes, were two separate emails from friends of mine – one in the U.S. and one in Canada.

In the first email, my friend Dee received several psychic visions where she described land that sounded exactly like the property we’re on now. She received instruction to look ‘closer to home’ for our land – to consider land that was similar to where they currently were/are.

The second email from an old school friend, Nikki, described her seeing me in a field ‘that looked big, but wasn’t, ringed with trees’ (again, the property we’re on now!) and I had a circle of youth around me, many of them troubled, with a buckskin (Montaro) in the center with me. She said, “Are you working with youth?? Is this already happening?”

Montaro on our current property ringed with trees, from a video working with youth – learning life lessons from the horses

SO interesting in light of where we are now… the horses have significantly impacted the lives of 17 youth to date. All friends of my own children. And 7 of them work regularly at the barn! So no, I don’t ‘work with youth’ in any traditional mode of therapy or lessons, etc. But I most certainly do educate/help youth on a regular basis!

Another teaching video with youth and the herd – Don’t Confuse Love with Safety!

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This makes me realize that – yet again – there are far bigger/deeper elements at play here. Although I will keep ‘walking the path’ of manifesting larger land for us, I also have a sense of peace/rest about it. That ALL is going according plan and as Montaro told me again, not even 3 weeks ago, I just need to action the very next step in front of me. And let the rest go.

As I sink into that knowledge/reality… it feels bloody marvellous.

Shamanic Journey & Psychic Predictions from 5 Years Ago!

16 thoughts on “Shamanic Journey & Psychic Predictions from 5 Years Ago!

  • January 10, 2021 at 7:31 am
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    This is so unbelievably amazing!!! Gives me reassurance that everything is how it’s meant to be, even when we are not aware of it, we need to trust it and follow our intuition in order to stay on the right track. Feels good to be reminded of this from time to time. Thank you Jini. 🙂

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    • January 10, 2021 at 9:28 am
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      Lol. Love, love love this- and for me it reinforced our own personal connection which an important one for me despite living on a different continent; eye liner boy (otherwise known as Malachy) supplied my WordPress moniker “one blue eye one brown”. It expresses for me the bestriding of the two worlds that horses achieve- simultaneously being creatures with 4 feet in the other realm whilst also being profoundly present in this world. Beautiful thoughts, Jini x

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      • January 10, 2021 at 8:55 pm
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        Yes that’s the journey, isn’t it. How can WE too be absolutely present (and functional!) in both realms, simultaneously. Just a wee challenge 😉

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    • January 10, 2021 at 8:51 pm
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      Yes, exactly. Even when nothing makes sense, or the trail is really hard, we need to hang in there and trust our higher/wiser guidance.

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  • January 10, 2021 at 9:30 am
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    Manifesting is a worldly power! I have experienced in my life the true power of holding space and putting the energy out there as to what we want/need/desire to thrive! I did a wish paper and drew many things I had desired and all of them came true in the next 5 years! I have been very careful about manifesting the idea of moving to Montana as I am not 100% sure it’s the right path? I know I would love the nature part but the weather and people part I am not sure of? Maybe just a move further up and into the California Sierras might be a better option? We have worked so hard on making these 12 acres our forever home it will be hard to leave it behind! At almost 52 I am not sure I want to start over again as we have moved twice in the last 12 years and completely transformed our lives and the land we have resided on! My husband and I are both extremely hard workers but if we were to move again I would definitely look for something more turn key ready! Also the idea of moving the horses states away overwhelms me! I know I could employ a professional transporter but it’s still a process in my mind! I am definitely holding space for you to find your land for your amazing ideas for a sanctuary! If you do land in California that would be so cool to finally get to visit you and see what you create! I personally resonate with what the mighty Montaro said “ just focus on the next step in front of you and let the rest fall into place”
    ✌🏼💚🐴

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    • January 10, 2021 at 9:08 pm
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      If you want 100% peace of mind – you hire an 18-wheeler, air-ride, with a box stall for each horse. That’s what I did for Zorra – New Jersey to Vancouver – 5 days journey and she came off in the best shape I could have hoped for. And of course you do a ton of research looking at real reviews, then let your gut make the decision. Or ask your boys! I’m sure you’ve already thought of all the ways/arrangements you’d need to transport them in your own trailer, so won’t go into that.

      I guess it comes down to your reasons for the move, or wanting to move anywhere. And then you assess the unknown possible cons (put those in one column), the known cons of staying put (another column). And your reasons/hopes, along with your fears for both decisions (stay or go). Then go back to your column of ‘unknown possible cons’ and find someone who have lived in both places (Facebook is good for this). Also check out this site which usually has interesting first-hand accounts from residents or people who’ve moved there. This one from Calaveras is the first bizarre one I’ve seen actually (scroll all the way down) – but the 2 replies seem to balance it out:

      https://www.bestplaces.net/comments/viewcomment.aspx?id=EBEFC8CA-FFC1-4636-BCDD-6DF5C03EFDC2&city=Calaveras_CA&p=40600900

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      • January 12, 2021 at 8:56 am
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        Yeah that review is definitely not my experience! I love where we live! The people especially our neighbors are about the best you could have! Never seen a rat? Yes marijuana is prevalent but that’s not an issue for me! There’s actually way less homelessness then most places? The reasons for my desire to move are all Forrest/nature related! Also the extreme fires and smoke! I am not naive to the fact though that anywhere you go will have challenges! If I wasn’t so at peace here it would be an easier decision! Yes on the horses I would most likely do a long haul big box hauler so the horses were as comfortable as possible! I don’t think Buck A Roo would do well in the extreme cold? He seems to struggle with anything under 35? So I will just keep enjoying each day here and if things start to call me deeper into the move I will keep open to it! I am just so enamored with the idea of mountainess living!
        But at the same time no nothing about it so I know it could present a lot of different things I am not used to! Like I said maybe just higher up in California would be a better option? Right now life is so good and so prosperous that moving would feel like going against the flow! ✌🏼💚🐴

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        • January 12, 2021 at 7:35 pm
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          There seems to be some very substantial things you can do to fire-proof your property and house, I don’t know why the media doesn’t give those protocols/procedures more attention. For example, the #1 place house fires start is on the roof. So… don’t have roof/shingling/gutters made of wood or other flammable substances. You can also install a sprinkler system on/for the roof – it can be remote-activated and will keep the roof damp even in an emergency evacuation (it was designed by firefighters). There are many more. And I have to tell you, moving doesn’t get you away from the smoke – we had heavy smoke up here for weeks (couldn’t see the sun) from the Cali fires! The wind brought it all here. Anyway, you’re soon heading into your perfect climate time of year, so enjoy! 🙂

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          • January 13, 2021 at 3:43 pm
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            Love that you mentioned that as it is almost 70 today and just gorgeous! Winter can be some of the best weather we get! It’s cool enough to have fun …Yet the bugs are still in low numbers! Most of the rain is staying well to the north of us…so probably affecting you? ✌🏼💚🐴

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            • January 13, 2021 at 7:49 pm
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              Oh yes, we are being FLOODED this winter!!

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  • January 10, 2021 at 5:56 pm
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    I loved reading about how the journey we did together here at Eponaquest unfolded in your life! And seeing your beautiful art piece again. Thanks for sharing this! May 2021 bring you and your herd much joy, safety, health and deep satisfaction.

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    • January 10, 2021 at 8:49 pm
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      Thank you Linda – I took a peek round your site and see that you are almost sold out for 2021! So glad that you are carrying on your important work AND that people are realizing that it is even MORE important now. Sending all of you a giant hug! xox

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  • January 12, 2021 at 9:54 am
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    I remember all of this so clearly! Thank goodness you are so good at record-keeping; cue me digging through piles of unmarked, undated journals trying to remember by cover-texture which one might have the bit I so desperately need to review! haha. I cannot believe it’s been that long, and that short, a time during which all of this has unfolded. Really helps to solidify the resolve to trust each tenuous next step…. when you can look back and go “see?! I’m not (entirely) crazy!!”

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    • January 12, 2021 at 7:29 pm
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      Not that good – I seem to have lost an entire bag of journals in our last move, from childhood onwards! Ah well, whatever’s meant to be right?

      And yes, exactly, REALLY great to have confirmation! Cause it’s not like you ever go backwards, and get less crazy. Helps to have a justifiable track record when kids and hubby go, “Are you freakin kidding me??!”

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  • January 13, 2021 at 7:02 pm
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    This is so beautiful, Jinni! Know that your work also had a great impact on me and my herd. You don’t know us, but you and Singing Herd are our guides. Thank you! I hope that one day we can meet in person!

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    • January 13, 2021 at 7:51 pm
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      Awww thanks Malu! That’s very encouraging. Would love to know more about you and your herd if you feel comfortable sharing or posting a pic… 🙂

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